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it's somewhat strange... this game(?) is giving me more than one possibility to communicate outside of my head. great stuff! there is in-game chat, which is great. tried it once, got an answer... yay! there are the forum and steam discussions to read... i like to lurk rather than start new topics, though which is ok i guess. anyhow, here's something like a personal blog open to the public eye, ready to comment and i just started filling my first entry with some jumbled mess. but hey, that's ok too!

question to self: when do i find my pace?

i feel so rushed by this game. so much to try out. so many new things to digest. so much information to process. that's great! i like it. but, i'm also a little scared because... i don't want to burn out on this game soon! i want to stick with it. try to... at least... puh!

question to self: when do i stop playing this like diablo 3 or any kind of arpg?!

when i'm surrounded by enemies i fire up my shields and start attacking without reading. just click click click... bah! stupid me died AGAIN! this is NOT diablo!! LOL (btw, i'm playing cornack berzerker atm to learn my first lessons in tome - to draw some 'first blood'.)

cheers!

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